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Michele Pfannenstiel DVM's avatar

What a good, honest piece of writing. And what an interesting line of work for the past 20 years.

Do you think the institution is gonna survive Teump 2.0?

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Holly Berkley Fletcher's avatar

I hope so. I hope.

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Sally V's avatar

Well my mid-to-pretty good opinion of CIA just went way up knowing they found you. TY for your service, your honesty and your humanity. It’s been such a pleasure getting to know you via Dog Shirt, your crazy funny Bulwark vids, and now via your Substack. You are my kind of American, Holly!

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Jeff Workman's avatar

Holly, thank you for your service and your fierce dedication to making our country and our world a better place.

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Kathleen Weber's avatar

Wow! Glad that you have expressed a positive view of the CIA. I had two friends who worked there— and they were honest, decent people. So, I suspected it was not a den of iniquity. But I could not offer inside testimony as you can.

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Holly Berkley Fletcher's avatar

It's like any human institution, imperfect, with plenty of failure. But full of people who try their best.

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Susan Christensen's avatar

What a great new voice (for me). Love your writing. Thanks for your service to our country.

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kate mcculloch's avatar

Holly i was thrilled to read this. Please tell me you've read this!

https://www.amazon.com/Victor-Rubble-Alex-Finley/dp/099725100X

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Holly Berkley Fletcher's avatar

I haven't! I've heard of the author.

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kate mcculloch's avatar

I think you will enjoy. I laughed out loud quite a bit! Very relatable!

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Lori Z.'s avatar

I love this Holly. It was a beautiful reflection on the last almost 20 years of your life. The CIA thing didn't surprise me. Half my family are or were feds. I use that term loosely because they're scattered at different agencies. It is a family. But look on the cheery side - you have us, with all are own bits of crazy. Thank you for your service and I do mean that.

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Color Me Skeptical's avatar

I love the CIA. I love America. I love the fact that is is everyday, ordinary Americans trying their best to serve this country the best they can.

Thank you for devoting a good portion of your life and energy to helping America and the world be a better place.

Good luck in whatever you do next.

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Will Selber's avatar

Excellent writing, as always.

It wasn't a secret identity to all of us. ;)

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Jan Villott's avatar

Holly! You are a one of a kind person and I love hearing your voice in your writing, videos and wherever!! You are the ONLY MK, raised in Africa, sent to boarding school who had a career at the CIA that I know!! I think of you and the biblical story of Esther. “For such a time as this . . .”

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Dave Kitzinger's avatar

Best wishes on your new adventures! Glad to know you, my friend.

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Jay Mallow's avatar

You. Are. So. Cool. On one hand I hate Twitter for what it has become, on the other I’ve gotten to meet the most FASCINATING people. Amazing.

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Sally V's avatar

Ain’t that the truth. I’m still on Twitter, still get some good info and learn stuff daily. Bluesky is too nice and too peaceful for me, tho I do have an acct. and maybe one day it’ll blossom into something more assertive & influential.

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Diana Bols's avatar

"always interesting, mostly fulfilling, sometimes surreal, sometimes frustrating and demoralizing." Yes. You put it perfectly. Thank you for representing so very well.

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Terry Mc Kenna's avatar

This is an intriguing piece. Clearly you had a rare adventure.

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Jenn's avatar

I’M NOT CRYING.

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Irene Schindler's avatar

Love hearing your story, Holly! You are inspiring! Love Ben too— what a dynamic duo!

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